Monday, January 23, 2012

Weekly Weigh In

This week was a total failure as it regards to losing weight.  I didn't track or eat right & only exercised for 20 minutes all week.  That is beyond ridiculous.  I think my gain from last week and having no job prospects really got me down and I was sort of in a haze.  I was just existing and not living.  I don't want that. If I look back at the past couple of days, it's like a blur.

I had a gain of .8 this week.  Could've been so much worse.  Should've been so much more but perhaps I was more mindful with me eating than I originally thought.  Am I going to continue this way?  Heck no!  I decided that I am going to change things up a bit.  Normally I follow the WW PointPlus plan and I will continue to do so but I am also going to count calories.   Part of my issues with food is that I at times I have no control over portions.  Just because I can eat 4 bananas at 0 PP+ does not mean that I should.  I am going to do try this method for the next couple of weeks to see how I do.  Here's my nutritional profile on MyFitnessPal.  



I am hoping this plan will help with controlling my portions and keep me on track.  This means every bite & nibble will be tracked.  EVERY.SINGLE.ONE.   That will be hard.  

Fitness wise, I am starting where I left off last week which is Week 9 which consists of 4 days of 5K's on the treadmill and a 6 mile brisk walk during the weekend.  Since I didn't work out this past week, my body feels so much heavier and I don't feel as limber as I typically do.  It's back to the gym for me.  

During the week I read a very interesting article which lists 17 reasons why you aren't losing weight.  Reason #13 describes me and my weight loss journey: 

If you find yourself having mini self-contained internal arguments throughout the day (and you lose), or (even worse) lying to yourself about what you’re eating and doing, you’re probably also full of excuses.

I don't know why I continue to do this to myself.  This is the mental part of losing weight that I need to work on because I keep sabotaging myself.

6 comments:

  1. I just restarted using MFP. It sucks, no way around it, but tracking is the best way to see results. I love MFP for the daily diary feature - at the end of the day, it tells you (good or bad) what you'd weigh in 5 weeks if every day was like today. Puts decisions into perspective, for sure.

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    1. I thought I was already following you when it asked to add you again. I do like that 5 week message. It definitely is motivating.

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  2. I track every single day. Without fail. It does help, Marisol - believe me, it does.

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    1. Day 2 complete of tracking everything on both apps. I've already seen a difference.

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  3. I find myself sabotaging myself sometimes as well. I hope we can both get a better handle on this.

    That's so awesome that you're now comfortably up to 6 miles. Since my exercise has been so sporadic lately with my surgery and work schedule, 2 miles in and I'm tired! I forced myself to 3 miles a couple of days ago but it was a struggle and I wanted to stop every single second. So, good for you.

    I suspect that if I tracked every nibble I put into my mouth, I'd be losing more weight. It's easy to rationalize when you're only having a bite or two here and there that it doesn't count. It obviously does.

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    1. Thank you. I'm hoping to become more mindful of my eating. I too hope we can stop sabotaging ourselves. We are worth it.

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