Keep your head up

After the week I've had, it was nice to see a loss on the scale especially when I thought I would see a gain. I lost 2.4 pounds for a total of 62.4 pounds in 36 weeks. I had a binge this past week the day I found out that I didn't get the job that I have been interviewing for. I really, really wanted this job and I was really bummed out that I didn't get it. It was going to be a great opportunity for me both professionally and personally but I didn't make the cut. I turned to food for comfort which is something that I haven't done in the past 36 weeks. I let myself wallow for a few days but I think I've snapped out of it. I hope.

It's time to make some decisions so that I stop feeling the financial stress that you go through while being unemployed. It's a total hit to my ego but I need to start thinking with my head instead of with my heart. The next couple of weeks my life is going to go through some changes but I hope that it will pay off in a couple of months.

I didn't work out at all this week and that something that I need to remedy. Tomorrow is the beginning of a new month and I have been thinking of setting some goals for this coming month. I am still aiming to lose 13 pounds in the next month to reach 75 pounds by the end of June so that is part of my motivation.

Now it's time to work on keeping my head up and not let life get the best of me. Things will get better soon.